Leophée
Idaelius median system, collectively named Leophée/Leo. sea/seas or they/them pronouns.
The definition of Idaelius is in the home page. For me, it's becoming someone else while still being me, it's like "me" is changing, if it means anything. Below are the possible identities I may go through. You can still use Leophée as a name for me and use they/them or sea/seas as pronouns. I might also be a median system, but idaelius still fits so i use both labels.
• Atlas, they/she
• Link, he/they
Introject
• Hyperion, they/she
Anger holder, introject
• Ethan, he/him
Introject
• Leo, they/them
Host
I hoard labels, mostly because of my constantly changing identity. You don't need to know all of them, neither do you need to know what they mean. There ARE contradictory labels here, and some that attract a lot of hate for no reason. I'd ask you to actually research the labels before hating and not interact with me if it's to argue about my identity or just flat out be mean, thanks.
• Transgender
I'm AFAB. Whichever identity I am at the moment, I never feel fully like a girl (and mostly not at all).
• Non-binary / Xenogender
Coupling both because xenogender falls under the non-binary umbrella. I never felt like the gender binary was something I could relate to, and more than that, just "non binary" or "feminine gender", "masculine gender" and things like that can be too vague for me, it doesn't mean anything to me, that's why I use metaphores and aesthetics to describe my genders because it actually means something to me, it has a general feeling.
• Xenofluid
This one isn't hard, I'm xenogender and genderfluid.
• Astrumgender
Astrumgender is a xenogender that is connected to stars and/or constellations. An astrumgender individual may feel like their gender is like lights in a void, or that a light is bursting from within them.
• Catgender
Catgender is a xenogender in which one feels an extremely strong connection to cats or other felines, either strongly identifying with them or simply wanting to incorporate them into their gender to better understand their identity.
• Eldrigender
Eldrigender is a gender, or possible lack thereof, defined as dark, nebulous and ultimately unknowable. The term is similar to gendervoid and agender in lack of gender, but is different to these terms because it isn't inherently genderless.
• Unholylexic
A gender relating to the word unholy and/or being unholy.
• mspec lesbian/gay
That's the thing when your identity and orientation changes, its freaking complicated. By the way, here's a link on top if this text if you're too lazy to actually research what mspec means instead of spreading misinformation about us being harmful, it's the only fucking way to explain my orientation and NO, bi doesn't fit because it's not both at the same time and not the same identity being both gay and lesbian. (Also people can be lesbian romantically and bi sexually, for example, that's one of many examples why someone would be mspec lesbian, or mspec gay if you changes some labels in this example)
• Gaybian
"How is that possible to be both lesbian and gay" my sibling in christ I'm both a girl and a boy and nothing at the same time, and not understanding an identity doesn't necessarily makes it harmful, being gaybian or mspec gay/lesbian doesn't mean I force people to be both, or to like men while identitying as lesbian or any other bullsh*t I've seen anti mspec say. That's my own identity and I'm not forcing it upon anyone <3.
I'm french (I know, I'm not proud of that lmao) and english is obviously not my first language, so I'll possibly make stupid mistakes. If I ask for the difference between two words or the meaning of another, it's not out of malice of to mock you, it's genuine. But I'll use tone indicators in this case anyways.I am autistic, a maladaptive daydreamer, I have ADHD and possibly dyscalculia. I may be plural andby the way I support endogenic systems because why the fuck would you think someone isn't valid because their experience is different than yours. They're not taking traumagenic spaces, there isn't a limited number of spaces online and endogenic systems can also have trauma, for your information. And whatever your reason, nothing justify bullying, death threats and making whole fake discords to bait endogenic systems and then harrass them, you know, the thing you accuse them of doing when you're the ones doing that. I've seen y'all, I've seen the discords and the death threats send in anon and literal whole tumblr posts about how you hate them for being "scientifically impossible". Y'all. Y'all. You really think DID is the only form of plurality ? You really think that to this day EVERYTHING thats is scientifically proved are the only real and valid things ?I'm also slightly physically disabled, if that's relevant. I have depression (trying to get better but it's not the easiest thing in a toxic environment) and an abuse survivor.Oh, and I'm 24 and an artist, I like colorful things and dark things and vaporwave things and dull things.